Wednesday, September 17, 2008

please, come back home

School. It has been one of the hardest things I have had to do since all of this. I no longer enjoy being there. It is the only time I am away from the comfort of my close friends and family.

I have panic attacks. I fight back tears. I clench my jaw. I feel alone and scared. I previously had trust issues, but now I do not trust anyone.

Tony should be attending Bay College with me. I should see him in the halls or even in my class. Instead, I sit next to an empty chair and walk down a quiet, empty hallway.

That's how I feel... Empty.

I feel so alone; sympathy doesn't mean you genuinely care for me.

I miss Tiffany; weeks are long and lonely without her.

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